I'm a little bit crazy

It starts here!

"Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i'm not having a good day bud..
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
it is the third day i fight with Lu
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i think i'm going crazy

Brian dice:
Uh oh...what you fighting about?

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
because of my insecurities
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
because of my dumb head
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
and because i feel my life is miserable
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
even though i recognize i have so many things to feel proud about
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i really think i am nothing
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i need some serious help..

Brian dice:
Well knock it off!
Brian dice:
Last week things were so good...what happened since then?

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i have my good moments

Brian dice:
So, are you being jealous?

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
nah
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
well.. maybe
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
jealous because
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
she can go out with her friends
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
she's going on vacation next week
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
and i can barely pay the bus to go to my other house
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i can't see my friends
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
because they are on their lifes and they don't have time
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
and when they can i can't because of my job
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i feel so lonely and miserable

Brian dice:
Well, if you want to continue the relationship...you have to accept the fact that these things happen!

Brian dice:
Its tough when you can't do the same things everyone else does!

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
yes
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
it sux man

Brian dice:
But, you can't blame her for that...

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i know

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i feel like i have nowhere to run and i get so desperate and i start to throw punches and hitting the person closer to me.. most of the times she has to deal with my shit.

Brian dice:
She has to be able to live a life away from you at her age...she is young and still wants to hang out with her friends
Brian dice:
By doing that, you will only push her away...and we both know you don't want that

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
of course i don't
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
the worst part of this
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
is i fucked old relations by doing the same thing i do now

Brian dice:
You need to find a way to release your frustration...
Brian dice:
That's not good...

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i get so pissed with myself 'cause i realize i'm falling again by my own steps
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
like i never learned
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
and all the tears i cried meant nothing
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
i am such an idiot, right?

Brian dice:
Well, learning from your past mistakes is all part of growing up!
Brian dice:
You aren't an idiot...you are just a sensitive person
Brian dice:
You seem to have very strong emotions
Brian dice:
You still here?

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
yeah

Brian dice:
Understand what I am trying to say?

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
yes

Brian dice:
Ok, here is what you need to do...
Brian dice:
Next time you start to feel a fight coming on...step away from the computer and go do something to take your mind of it....
Brian dice:
If it means going outside and swinging a golf club for 10 minutes...then do it
Brian dice:
Do something that relaxes you
Brian dice:
Talk a walk...go beat up your brother...anything like that

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
haha
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
but that is like avoiding the main problem, isn't it?

Brian dice:
Not really...its way to learn to calm yourself down...

Brian dice:
You need to have the attitude I have...
Brian dice:
Life is too short to worry about the stupid little things

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
very good point

Brian dice:
No matter how tough life gets...realize that it can always be worse
Brian dice:
Everyday I wake up and still have my penis is a good day!

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
you're the best
Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
thank you so much for listening to me and my crazy head

Brian dice:
You have yourself a girl that obviously cares about you...a lot of people have no one

Lu&Mar 6(L)· Twenty One dice:
and i promise i will do what you told me

Brian dice:
Just try it..."


Yes, i'm a little bit crazy, but as you see, i have good friends on my side.

M